OK, Purpose defined, struggling still but tired of the funk of it all. Tonight I'll see my students. Some for the first time in weeks. We're talking about "Me-ism" and how that is NOT God's plan for us. Phil. 2:3-11 is the focus. Put others before yourself. Christ is our example, but even with the visual it goes against all we are. I'm really into the self preservation thing. Look out for me. It's completely unnatural for me to NOT put me first. That's why I need the supernatural to change my whole attitude. Good stuff and I can't wait.