Do you...?

Do you ever feel like a failure? Do you have this uneasy, overwhelming understanding that all things are spinning out of control? Work, Family, Friends, God, all so distant and far removed? Do you ever think you can be doing life better but have no idea how? Maybe just different, but is that a guarentee of better or a set up for worse? Have you ever thought your job is on the line and you're not cutting the mustard? Have you ever wondered why the phrase, "cutting the mustard" sounds so stupid? Do you have ideas that seem great one minute and stupid the next? Has there been a time in your life you've looked back and realized you are nowhere close to the place you expected to be, financially, relationally, spiritually? Do you blog your heart, thoughts, and true feelings only to delete, edit, and candy coat so no one will know what you're really thinking and feeling? Just wondering?